basically what we have here is a dreamer. somebody out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly

last night was such a mixture of emotions. regretting some aspects alot this morning, but heaps happy with others. my entire body aches, and my face is grazed and my hand and knee hurt so so much. but oddly enough i think it was worth it.

now the sky is a dangerous brown and blue. ominous with possibilities.

been reading the virgin suicides all day. i really really like it. so much that i almost don't want to read it because i'm scared about finishing it.

less than a month to go, gosh i'm frightened. 'i'll miss you' doesn't even start to cover it.

x

cover up my ears

sometimes your love

it’s so pretty i just wanna sink in

and sometimes your heart

well, it’s so pretty i just wanna live there

well i wish i could bottle it up and breathe it back like valium

and sometimes your heart it’s so pretty

i just wanna live there

so when i find a scientist to help me

and if i meet the maker

of all the universe

i’ll ask him why we’re here and what we’re here for

and i’ll tell them all the stories

about our little world

well i’ve been waiting

well i’ve been waiting

sometimes your love is so quiet i don’t even need to speak

sometimes your heart is so loud i can’t even hear the beat

well i wish i could bottle it up and breathe it back like valium

sometimes your love is so quiet i don’t even need to speak

x

soy milk, devendra banhart, cleaning my room, chicken soup.

pretty well blissful.

sulk

i worked out my attraction to you:

it's dangerous and exciting because i know i shouldn't do it.

that's it.

let's get hectic.

x

“ the clitoris is pure in purpose. it is the only organ in the body designed purely for pleasure. the clitoris is simply a bundle of nerves: 8,000 nerve fibers, to be precise. that’s a higher concentration of nerve fibers than is found anywhere else in the body, including the fingertips, lips, and tongue, and it is twice… twice… twice the number in the penis. who needs a handgun when you’ve got a semiautomatic.