extremities

i'd swim across lake michigan,

i'd sell my shoes,

i'd give my body to be back again,

in the rest of the room.

to be alone with you

you gave your body to the lonely,

they took your clothes,

you gave up a wife and a family

you gave your goals.

to be alone with me

you went up on a tree

i'll never know the man who loved me.

x

ce mai faceţi?

homesick. who would have thought. not even halfway.

x

love your chaos

x

TOOL, RAMMSTEIN, IGGY AND THE STOOGES, M.I.A, JOHN BUTLER TRIO, BLOODY BEETROOTS DEATH CREW 77, LUPE FIASCO, THE BLACK KEYS, LCD SOUNDSYSTEM, EDWARD SHARPE AND THE MAGNETIC ZEROES, DIE ANTWOORD, ANGUS & JULIA, PLAN B, BLISS N ESSO, THE NAKED & FAMOUS, LITTLE RED, CRYSTAL CASTLES, PNAU, CSS, DEAD LETTER CIRCUS, BLUE KING BROWN, CHILDREN COLLIDE, GYPSY & THE CAT, LOWRIDER.

this lineup makes me so fucking pumped it's inexplicable. if i don't get tickets i may commit suicide, be warned.

x

soundtrack to our forgotten story

i just wanted to let you know, that i never meant to let you go.

summer sun on my windowsill, i sit and think and wonder,

you know that i miss you still, though we were never lovers.

x

i wish he was my boyfriend

x

one day

i bought the sweetest denim jacket yesterday, from a designer boutique, for $30. i love this place.

streaming the radio from home makes me ache deep down inside. hearing familiar accents is so comforting, i never would have thought..

miss them all more than words can explain.

x

she loves me

x

rain fall on a tin roof

this is our secret for as long as we can keep it,

the deepest of secrets that nobody knows,

the root of the root, the bud of the bud and so it goes,

and the lyrics of a thousand songs couldn't paint a picture

so beautiful she had me from my first conversation with her,

see nobody was ever as clever,

still can't figure out how they put it all together.

sitting in the room where we first got lost in one another,

just tripping off the feeling that together we discovered.

now i'm reminiscing on days past escaping the pearl

before taking that hold and making it too hard,

but it was scary to be even this close to a perfect fit,

close your eyes i promise this won't hurt a bit.

this is the kind of love that inspires the stuff i write my poems to,

the kind of love you have to leave, just to come home to.

creation

it's just so lovely.

x

x

how selfish of you to believe in the meaning of all the bad dreaming

not everything good in your life needs to be qualified by others.

i just realised this last night, it's my new mantra. start living stop trying.

x

take these thoughts of suicide and set them alight

if someone had a party like this i'd be the happiest person alive.


x

lvf

cassie don't got no street cred.

x

.

i still have a flame gun

for the cute, cute, cute ones

and i saw your hand

with a loose grip

on a tight ship

and i know

that in the cold light

there's a very big man

there's a very big man

leading us into

temptation

jackson, jesse, i've got a son in me

jackson, jesse, i've got a son in me

and he's related to you

he's related to you

he is waiting to meet you

he's related to you

he's related to you

he is dying to meet you

backhand, role reversal

where is someone?

backhand, reversible roles

i know there's someone

x

this love is only gonna break your heart.

exlovers

x

this is;

i'm going to dress up tonight
and i'll look real pretty for i don't know who
i'll find my own way around this great big city
and i'm gonna sit at a bar and i'll have a drink

i'll leave you to revel in your youthful yearnings
i know you like to visit them from time to time
and like a thief i steal the words you write to her
itake them to my heart and i wish them to be mine

but this is nothing new
but it ain't nothing
well this is nothing new
but it ain't nothing

you long for sweetness
does mine make you sickly?
or maybe i no longer have the sweetness you require
there's nothing sweet about a heart so embittered
it's ugly and it's cold and tonight it's out for hire


but it ain't nothing new
but this ain't nothing
well this is nothing new
but it ain't nothing

we live through this day after day
and complacency's a curse
but you just can't escape it
and i've arrived at that place where my tolerance gave way
and i struggle to hold my head up high






x

there is no god who can hear you, just a sky full of stars

x

acasă

I met an American in an underground bar in Brasov. He lit his Malboro reds with matches and wore checked shirts and mocassins. He left last night, and when he left he gave me the box of matches.

oddly enough i think he's amazing.

the rains arrived just as I did, but it doesn't stop everything from being amazingly indescribably beautiful. really, i'd like to bring you all here to show you.

indea-go-go is coming to kosovo on friday, if i see her i'll die of happiness.

i think i'm turning into one of those self-obsessed travellers that tries to tell people all their stories but no one cares.

yucki'mgross.

i miss it but i don't want to go back yet.

x