hold me closer, tiny gardener

But we had little else to do, and the snow came down, and the sky was unremittingly gray.

In the end we had pieces of the puzzle, but no matter how we put them together, gaps remained, oddly shaped emptinesses mapped by what surrounded them, like countries we couldn't name.

How strange the moon seems! One might fancy she was looking for dead things.

x

i'm frightened

goodbye

x

p.s. i'm a bit excited for 37 degree weather though

talk like you do what you do

gimme a pair of these please.

x

only man,

babe.

x

im going to war,

yes please

um

x

follow these instructions
do exactly as I do
lean your shoulders forward
let your hands slide over to my side
move your body closer
let your heart meet mine

love is the harmony
desire is the key
love is the melody
now sing it with me

come a little closer
take a look at me
this light is so obvious
i want you to see
come a little closer
look me in the eye
then repeat with me one more time

love is the harmony
desire is the key
love is a symphony
now play it with me

you'll be the rhythm and i'll be the beat
you'll be the rhythm and i'll be the beat
then i'll be the rhythm and you'll be the beat
and love, the shoreline, where you and i meet

love is the harmony
desire is the key
love is a symphony
come sing some with me 

unnerve the nerve

awh hey excitement, where've you been hiding?

x

seriously

can you please stop fucking stealing and copying everything. fuckoffthanks.

dancers

x

something filled up

my heart with nothing,

someone told me not to cry.

but now that i'm older,

my heart's colder,

and i can see that it's a lie.

children wake up,

hold your mistake up,

before they turn the summer into dust.

children don't grow up,

our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.

we're just a million little gods causing rain storms turning every good thing to

rust.

L

the smell of night wafts through the open window; the minty tang of possibility, the quiet musk of seduction, the cool moist scent of the unknown.

and she whispers herself to sleep with stories of the night air as her lace curtain breathes in the darkness.

x

spiderweb

x

ride on the peace train

p.s. if you want to be the best person in the world you should buy me a copy of 'An Education'.

favourite movie.

i'm losing my voice, it makes me feel oddly classy to have this croaky husky voice. either that or a seedy pornstar, take your pick really.

hair; please continue to do these nice things, it makes me feel a little bit happier about you in general.

2 weeks today. ohwow. it's finally starting to kick in. owch.

so unsure about anything i want right now, sorry if i'm indecisive.

x

hold your breath...

some day without trying you'll find something that's rare

like an eight letter word on a triple word square

and I knew a girl who thrived on second-hand news

she wore clips in her hair and she judged boys by their shoes

call it coincidence but whenever we're together

you're on top of the world while i'm under the weather

a thousand ideas i try to tell crossword girl

how do i get one across when you're always two down?

and if things get hard will you throw in the pen?

but if you are unsure you can pencil it in

call it coincidence but whenever we're together

you're on top of the world while i'm under the weather

x

letters

I miss you; but I'm over you.

I mean, if that's possible.

I'll kinda always have a crush on you.

x

jealousy

oh oh ohhh

seriously. so much respect for her.

a pet hate:

boys who wear entire outfits of white sporting clothes.

yuckgrossgodie.

x

repeat after me,

i have built a treehouse

i have built a treehouse

nobody can see us

it's a you and me house

i've been climbing rocks and stones

been collecting broken bones

i've been swimming across the lakes

just to find this perfect place

i got lost into the woods

i've been covered up in mud

i've been going through a lot

just to find this perfect spot

first love, last love, it's only love

never have i been quite so attracted to two groups of people.

xxxo

nothing else will do

i took a vitamin pill and it's lodged in my throat.

x

i'm a huntress for a husband lost at sea

Cut the trees out of the sky with your silver scissors.

Tear the rain from the faint shapes of bruised clouds with your open hands.

x