Woke up and wished that I was dead

With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on

Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on

I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on

do you want to cry a little bit?

where do you want to go?

It's far too early in the morning to be trying to call you, and far too early in the daytime to be thinking about that, but I am.

take this longing

I want:
a cat
a haircut
a laptop
an ipod
a place of my own
travel plans

serenity


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you said you wanted to crawl down deep inside,

Apply pressure to my mind, for it is wounded.
I am leaking forth, uncontained.
Hold me back from destruction, for I shall surely fail. On the brink of disaster or creation.
Ultimation indecipherable from concievement.
Farewells are tangy and cold upon the softly naive lips of an infant.
These gratitudes are meaningless obstructions to life.


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