hold me closer one more time,
say that you love me in your last goodbye,
please forgive me for my sins,
yes, I swam dirty waters,
but you pushed me in,
i've seen your face under every sky,
over every border and on every line,
you know my heart more than I do,
we were the greatest, me and you,

but we had time against us,
and miles between us,
the heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
but now the sky has cleared and it's blue,
and I see my future in you,

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I'll put my hands up,
I'll do everything different,
I'll be better to you,
I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I'll put my hands up,
I'll be somebody different,
I'll be better to you,

let me stay here for just one more night,
build your world around me,
and pull me to the light,
so I can tell you that I was wrong,
I was a child then, but now I'm willing to learn,





x

I just simply CANNOT decide what I want from this situation, at all, or even what you want. This makes things a little confusing.

Listening to jazz makes me pretty melancholy, and melancholia=bad choices.

Remember: self-restraint, train yourself.

Indea.



Bestie.

isn't it funny the way that it's alright for you to hit on and sleep with all the girls you like, but the second i try and tune someone you suddenly become all clingy? i thought you were supposed to be the indifferent one in this.... thing, and yet suddenly you're clingy and i'm unbothered.

don't be a jerk

see you in less than two weeks, gosh i don't think i have ever seen a more attractive group of men.

i know it's inappropriate, but I don't really care. just the cutest thing ever.

i feel very alone and not very loved. if i were religious, this would be the time in which i would worship. but i'm not, so it's me myself and i.

also, i'm a bit of a shit friend, sorry.